Sounds strange, but im not pregnant. Just ever since I`ve thought about having kids, i`ve been scared of giving birth naturally. I even planned if I was to be pregnant ,to have Cisarian,under anesthetic.Because im SO scared of pain, blood, and the dreaded epidural needle in the spine!

Scary stuff! I HATE blood tests, I normally sweat like anything when getting it done, and I start hyperventilating, sometimes I`ve fainted.

Im really scared. I LOVE kids and would love my own.

My b/f`s mum is a nurse,she says there`s a high chance of me or the child dying(or both) if I go through with the planned cisarian!

Any mothers out there to give me tips or advice on what to do when the time comes?