
I'm really depressed at the moment!
i met a guy when i was on holiday (only 2hours away) and got on really well with him. we snogged bt that was it. we have been texting non stop since, and i really want to meet up with him again, so does he. he is 16 and im 14. he wants me to sleep with him, and i know it sounds weird, but even though i am a virgin, i really want to... i havent told any of my friends because they will tell me not to, but probably because they are jealous (one of them fancied him, the rest havent met him) I know if i do meet him again, i will sleep with him, because i really like him, and i know to be sensible n use a condom etc. I am not self conscious about my body, but i have a lot of scars (I self-harm, normally when i am depressed or upset...I have cut a lot recently because i miss this guy) but the main problem is that i just found out he smokes herbs, and takes speed and ecstacy. He told me over text message, because i asked him (one of his friends told me) but he never wanted me to know because he thought that it would put me off! sorry to blabber on, but i need someones view on this. Should I meet up with him??